This long holiday has been an awesome return to
my first experience of religious life. The very first day I joined, I found Br.
Ndoria doing the very things he is doing right now as am typing this. Hurling
maize to the chickens, observing jioni (our special bull) as he grows massively
big and it is almost like the bull’s growth depends on his eyes, collecting mangoes and other things. Unlike the
past when I was a postulant, and seldom asked questions, I had a chance to ask
him why he does these things. At first I thought he is wasting time because in
my shallow understanding I wondered, why keep chickens, goats, cows among
others, that we never slaughter yet we buy meat. It was a very simple question
to him because he didn’t even think much about the answer, he already had it.
He smilingly explained “hii ni shule na hapa tunawafundisha nyinyi vijana
kuhusu miradi ili ukiwa parokiani kama parish priest msiwasumbue wakristu na
mahitaji yenu kila wakati. Hii miradi ya kuku, ng’ombe, na mbuzi na hata shamba
ni ya kujiangaliliwa na kujifunzia.” Well I understood that very well and went
to my room to bring my camera in order to take photos of these animals. Aren’t they
there to be seen?
Monday, 10 August 2015
Br. Samuel
I
am watching a bespectacled fellow wipe the tables, set the cutlery at the
table, refill the water jars and so forth. I also remember that yesterday I saw
him put on the gumboots as the hoe lay there waiting to be placed on the
shoulder ready to break, turn and twist the soil. I am excited and at the same
time perplexed. Excited because we still have genuine vocations sprouting. Perplexed
that such a young and promising man could still find a reason to humble himself
much as to dust his spectacles as he tilled the sand. I am inspired by this man
who has been with us barely a week. Luckily he is inspired by “himself” because
he tells me that he delayed to get here,
“nimechelewa kujiunga, hii ndio maisha
niliyotamani sana.” he said as he displayed his entire dental formula. I hope and pray he understands what he is saying because I too
at one point deceived myself I understood, now I don’t think I understand
anymore.
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